This is me

I want a Playstation 3 so badly. It’s all i have been thinking about lately.

The fact that I havent been in a serious relationship is something that saddens me to no end.

To wake up every morning knowing that you are alone and people around you tend to have someone.

To know that you’ve never been kissed and you are 20 is heartbreaking.

The fact that this hurts your heart so much but you cannot even cry because your emotions have died, is unfortunate.

This is my life and I am afriad it will be like this forever.

I put on smiles everyday and make people laugh, but it is a mascarade to hide my pain.

Does anyone care?

and what if love is in my face and I am too blind to see , but im so busy beating myself up to notice. Now that would really suck

hate looking in the mirror

makes me sad

how wide i am

will be alone forever

unfortunate i guess